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		<description><![CDATA[Tweet Audrey started a meme that I liked &#8211; so here&#8217;s my answers: Did I earn a living? Yes, I did. I&#8217;ve never been happier with my work, who I work with and who I work for. I surprised myself &#8230; <a href="http://www.chesnok.com/daily/2009/01/01/meme-current-state-of-me/">Continue reading <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
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<p><a href="http://dyepot-teapot.com/2008/12/08/the-current-state-of-me/">Audrey</a> started a meme that I liked &#8211; so here&#8217;s my answers: </p>
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<li><strong>Did I earn a living?</strong> Yes, I did. I&#8217;ve never been happier with <a href="http://www.endpoint.com/">my work</a>, who I work with and who I work for. I surprised myself a little with a job change that has me working at home, and co-working at various places in Portland. I find myself jumping out of bed every morning, excited to start my work day, and attending amazing geek events 2-3 times a week. (shameful Portland tech scene junkie confession!)</li>
<li><strong>Was I able to incubate new ideas?</strong> Well, I was certainly *exposed* to tons of creative, exciting ideas, and felt energized to participate and organize in ways that I did not in 2007. As far as generating my own ideas, I think I was in the same boat as Audrey &#8212; spending a ton of time *doing*, but not as much time reflecting on experiences.  The one exception to that was my vacation last August in Mexico.  I took nearly three weeks to unwind from work, and I spent that time learning a little Spanish, and taking photographs that I was very proud of. Looking out to next year, I can&#8217;t wait to see what happens, and feel like I won&#8217;t be able to avoid an explosion of creativity.</li>
<li><strong>Did I grow in ways that I wanted?</strong> YES. OMG. I had an incredible year, personally and professionally. I organized two PostgreSQL conferences &#8211; one in Maryland! &#8211; and helped get new user group leaders started with groups in at least five new locations. I&#8217;ve seen several long-time community members step up, join boards and become more active in the core community building work I championed. I met Tom Lane. I stood by as close friends, inspired by a growing community, started their own projects. I was inspired over and over again by the humor, grace and intelligence of the people who make PostgreSQL happen. I contributed code, presented nearly a dozen talks and traveled. </li>
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<p>So, 2009 will be a lot about co-chairing Open Source Bridge, with a big helping of PostgreSQL community work, primarily speaking about the filesystem performance testing we&#8217;re doing here in Portland, and hopefully a bit more about user groups. I&#8217;m looking forward to a great work year, with a company that continues to be successful in a difficult time, and with coworkers that make me laugh every day. </p>
<p>I&#8217;m looking to Portland to inspire me: with cool ideas, exciting companies and a vibrant tech scene. </p>
<p>Your turn!</p>
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